dear diary,
i write wonderful loveletters on the freeway. with eyes out the window foggy lights and parking structures reminding me of the new year and saran wrap. stereoscapes withdraw; i begin in neuroword and end in blank pages, the typewritten slams; on white ink pages & pages&pages &pages/
i am in fake silk in the evening with my heels to upholsery hairs; temples on cold glass drinking streetlight condesation on the windows; recall:(drunken boys who touch me with minimal amounts of second third fourth or(even)fifth thoughts; girls who own; gauze & the occasional LOVE::)
i dedicate this to your unYielinding hands. i dedicate this to your lap and my head in your lap and lap lap lapping up milk(pretty pretty kitty). i dedicate this to your knee-highs. i dedicate this to fashion magazines. i dedicate this to journal-whores. i dedicate this to vinyl and heels. i dedicate this to cliches(oh number ONE!!_). i dedicate this to sex. to scissors. to ribbon and bows. i dedicate this to libraries. to sewing machines. i dedicate this to my grandmaw. i dedicate this to pearls. pearls girl. T.A.T.U. i dedicate this to bob marley. i dedicate this to elliott smith. angela smith. josh. aaron. joseph. ryan radjabi. michael julliani. jamora crawford. roxannahorsch. syrus fotovat. galen wolfe-pauly. oakland. charlie hustle. alexandra. and alexandra(too). nicholas. rayshum. april showers. karl. kimberly in dior. wee-wee, go, michelle. brain. patrick and the ocean. the purple H on my ankle. i dedicate this to linz. i dedicate this to macauly culkin. kathryn. abortions. science. tuber roses. rootbeer. infinity. babypowder. electronics, fake antiques, and lingerie. i dedicate this to brooklyn. i dedicate this to foam darts. i dedicate this to romancers. neuromancers.
i dedicate(oh love; oh my empty ode. what a pathetic excuse)this
love,
alexandra patrick dyck
