im sorry i havent updated. i've been dead/asleep/heavy. school started today. and then there was new years. and the awkward sleepy time that always surrounds it.
i try to say what i mean. but, that is a hard thing for me to do.
uyen made cupcakes. yellow ones with the rainbow sprinkles inside...and pink frosting. isn't that just lovely?
im so tired of this routine. get up. shower. dressed. school. home. work. sleep. it's so draining. it's so disgusting watching my youth escape.
i just want to float away from here. and live in the ocean.
i hope that's what death is like. or just being dirt. it's much easier being dirt. ive probably said that before...
mood: ..
music: "dont panic" by coldplay
