*"i will declare a holiday - the night that [you] turned me away..i'm drowning in my misery, it solves everything"*
-tguk
i am not looking forward to going back to school tomorrow. i cringe just thinking about it.
friends are tricky things. i wonder. ugh, i wonder. i wish i was five. i wish that my friends & i could finger-paint & wear dresses & show our underwear & think boys have cooties & be so satisfied & amused by everything. mostly, things were just easier & more fun.(don't think he will solve everything - because it just won't..)
i went to SF today. but, i couldn't escape the grasp of my bitchy mother to go out & do something. bastard.
mainly - i just don't care at this moment. i don't care that this entry is shit. i am going now. i need something. i don't know what it is - but, there is this cold emptiness @ the pit of my stomach. i am earth-sick.
-ah.lex
