hello yellow dears.
i've been dancing all over like crazy to led zeppelin & buzzcocks & elvis costello for the last couple of days - such a funny combo of arteests. bazaam!
i feel so out of touch with everyone - so in my own world, & frankly it's getting a little lonely in here...i really need a tea-party & to dance around with other silly people. & the ocean in a party dress. cheers toe-knee!
it's just getting boring..sorry...
i was collecting my thoughts & got distracted - found something i wrote on notepad:
today is tuesday.
a full week. an empty, yellow heart. monterey all weekend..& the sharp hint of new tears. leaning around in my blue bird kimono, thrashing to please send me anything but signals that are mixed, cuz i can't read your rolling eyes. this bracelet is like a metal slinky - it digs into my wrist.
on the beach. i'll wear a new lace skirt & wander in the sand all weekend. am i more than a lemon?
lemons are sour. am i more than that? untouchable. release. neon. subside. retract, regain, redo, rewind. i find this rut each time.
hope is the thing with feathers, that always flies away from me. but, its magic draws me close each time, i hope to touch you one calm day. & be a feather.
-close-
-ah.lex
