am i happy?
hap�py
adj. hap�pi�er, hap�pi�est
1. Characterized by good luck; fortunate.
2. Enjoying, showing, or marked by pleasure, satisfaction, or joy.
3. Being especially well-adapted; felicitous: a happy turn of phrase.
4. Cheerful; willing: happy to help.
5. Characterized by a spontaneous or obsessive inclination to use something. Often used in combination: trigger-happy.
6. Enthusiastic about or involved with to a disproportionate degree. Often used in combination: money-happy; clothes-happy.
good luck? i don't believe in luck. fortunate? more than some.
i find much pleasure in watching the world that is around me. i often feel disconnected from it - & i wish for otherwise - this sometimes makes me un-happy.
well-adapted? hah!
cheerful & willing. sometimes...
5 & 6 are me. i'm such an imbalanced crazy woman.
i want to live, i know that. is that happy? the dictionary doesn't know everything.
right now, the thing that would make me most happy is the end of school (two days!) and a place to rock out. im just dying to shake everything out of my body...
this entry sucks monkey balls.
>> ah.lex
