suck a stellar monument to loneliness. oh, no more loneliness ..it's so draining.
i've been experiencing new stupid, yet fun, things lately.
that i can run around in a parking lot pretending i can tap dance an do karate and have so much fun. and sing rolling stones songs. and lie on the ground and look at the sky, all gray and massive. and want to hug it.
today was goddam valentines day . but, i made people valentines..and its always fun to give people presents. afterwards, my dad took me to our favorite mexican hole-in-the-wall place and we had bean&cheese burritos. and then drank squirt with chocolate donuts.
i'd like to find someone nice. to go eat bean burritos with. and sit in the back of my blue pick-up truck. and look at stars. i think i would overflow. hmm...
full-circle. such a stellar monument to loneliness ...
mood: anxious
music: "rwandas glory" RxB
p.s. i just figured out how to do this ...so i kind of obsessed over it...er, im a fool..
