strawberries cherries & an angel's kiss in spring

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date: 03/30/2
time: 11:54 p.m.

*" & i ran my hand over strange inversions..a vacancy that just did not belong. the child is gone *"

today was nice. im happy to be doing things with myself - outside. i am listening to 'the child is gone' by fiona..& just being blocked by it.

today i woke up @ 11. i just lay there in my pale green sheets, the window open - warm air - letting light in, birds whistling..i didn't get out of bed until 12. & i was satisfied.

i cried twice today: i took a shower & listened to bright eyes. he just grabbed my throat as he cried "when is the last time you looked in the mirror?..cuz youve changed! yeah, you've chaaaanged!!"..& i cried right along with him.

i went downtown with avril. we sat on big couch in a cafe, looked @ national geographics and shared an iced mocha with whipped cream & syrup. we saw monsoon wedding . & i was insanely happy, but, then i cried again. it is magic, that movie!

oh, divine trigonometry . i am hungry for it.

*" honey help me out of this mess..im a stranger to myself "*
-fiona

-a

mood = nifty (again again!)

music = "a song to pass the time" -bright eyes.

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