i am sitting in silence.
going to walk downtown - & "cause trouble" (but, you know we won't).
fucking downtown, i am going to get tired of that shit-hole soon. i've been there practically everyday in the last two weeks. san jose makes me irk. where did all of the cool places go?
i don't know what i am doing here, what i am saying. why am i even bothering with this diary today? i don't feel good right now. i feel soggy & tired & pale. i just want to see something "infinitely interesting". & i had to rethink a few things this morning. & then crawl back under the covers. this is so stupid. i want a new diary layout. i'm working on it. shut up.
sorry people, sorry you took the time to type in the url today. this is awful.
-a
