emotion pollution. fogging up my heart. i am turning yellow.
what a fool. she says hello & goodbye in the same sentence & then cries everytime in the end. ape-rowl has a coche. we are going to ooze down the streets & fly.
oh sun, mercy. just lick me on you way down to the other side of the earth. i yearn. eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy
what time zone is this?? i just want out. for a bit. a soul bath.
vague.
i was at the beach for a few. i want to be in the ocean. sink & float & fly underneath waves. nothing compares, really.
"cannot find server" the header always reads. i just want to be around friends & sing the same song & hang out the window. & be attached & not attached. alive & undead. seething. breathing.
you didn't know what to say to yourself/love is a poverty you couldn't sell /misery waiting in vague hotels..to be evicted
again, too vague to be noticed. another sitcom. another tissue. another wasted night. another cram. another walk around the block. another orange warmness that goes towards a computer light and never towards a human. again.
vague.
swallow it. smile. awake. die.
i love today. i love the way it smells, and the laundry in the garage. folded in a plastic hamper. proud of the whites, socks & underwear & t-shirts. stacked. fresh. i could just drown in it.
-the yellow-hearted ah.lex
