goodnight turned into goodmorning. didn't sleep. waffles at ihop. walk home. vision hollow & shakey. leaning backwards from the view.
today tasted like death & salt. salt like oceans from my eyes. try to match the outside to the inside. cry long & hard. purging dirt through ducts. nosebleed heaven. sick whore. fucking disgusting.
desert tongue. & miles of sand stretched out inside. valleys where secrets sleep. carved canyons hiding echoes.
film negative/ clipped images to conceal/ bleed against the wind/ my insides flying high.
left yr mark on the bubble telephone. left my mark on the white inside.
i want to be filled. not fufilled.
sorry.
-ah.lex
