i miss the days when my cousins cared about things other than parties and alcohol. i miss when they cared about spending time with family. i miss when we would spend evenings laughing and watching movies, lying on the grass and watching for shooting stars.
now, all they do is search for ways to leave me at home. or take me along and alienate me at stupid parties. no, i don't want a drink. no, i don't smoke. jesus.
& what's even worse...today was my grandma's funeral and already they're itching to get drunk
-ah.lex
