you can curl up with your legs to your torso. you can hold you close to you. you can hold your breath against the sheets. you can close your eyes. you can change your shirt four times. you can unhook your bra quickly. you can bite the insides of your lip. you can smoke it to the butt. you can spit your gum out. you can breathe in the smells of your own skin. you can dump an entire bottle of red pills on the floor and count them. you can shuffle some papers. you can make a list of things to do. you can read over the list. you can do something else, instead. you can try to write some of it down. you can put your hand in your pants. you can hear a story. you can breathe in hard. you can breathe out hard. you can press some buttons. you can want more. you can bite your nails.
you can do nothing for long periods of time.
you can do nothing.
you can be nothing.
